I never write this blog with the idea that anyone actually is listening but my computer. But I suppose that's how cyberspace works. You put it out there and it's there. This blog is that silent listener for me. It's my horrendously underpaid psychiatrist.

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Holding Out for Magic


Maybe just a week or so ago, I decided to pull my profile off of OKcupid and told my mom that I strongly felt that if I was going to meet someone, that it was going to be just living my day to day life. I feel like I have learned lately that anything can change very quickly. I'm not saying I fall fast or am being fickle, but rather that I am opening myself up for the potential that something that I might never expect in a million years could happen to me all of a sudden. 

And guys, it kinda did. 

On Monday night, a person I have not seen in at least six years walked through the doors of a theatre I wasn't even sure I was going to go to. We chatted, ended up going out for drinks with the cast, and then ended up on top of Mt. Tabor with a perfect view of the city with the intent to watch the Perseid meteor showers. 

All I could think of that night, and even now, is that, somehow I was right. Things can change so quickly. And if someone is going to fall for me, they aren't going to fall for me overnight or on a profile, but they will fall because they can see the real and true me. And I think that happened Monday night. 

I only saw one meteor that night. It was after we had packed up and we getting ready to walk back down the dark mountain to the car and I saw it streak across the sky. I got my wish. 

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