I never write this blog with the idea that anyone actually is listening but my computer. But I suppose that's how cyberspace works. You put it out there and it's there. This blog is that silent listener for me. It's my horrendously underpaid psychiatrist.

Monday, February 18, 2008

Oh, to be twenty-something...

Sometimes I realize that I am balancing on this point that is Grad School and that really at any moment I could fall or step off that point. Problem is I don't really know where to step. Lots of things in my life and especially in my future seem unsure. This fact makes me cling to the point a bit though. It makes me want to enjoy that bit of earth that I have right now while it is still under me.
I hope that I never stop getting to know myself and growing as a person. I know that I certainly haven't fully figured myself out yet. There's always a few things that I know for sure and a lot of things that I don't.
I think I want to start doing things on my own some more. I've never been to a movie by myself. Why not go sometime? I brought my homework and some crosswords to a bar last night and drank one beer while sitting in a booth and listening to a sixty year old man play Bob Dylan and Led Zeppelin. I really enjoyed that. I miss seeing live music. Maybe I will find a good concert to go to.

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