I never write this blog with the idea that anyone actually is listening but my computer. But I suppose that's how cyberspace works. You put it out there and it's there. This blog is that silent listener for me. It's my horrendously underpaid psychiatrist.

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Soaking it in and breathing it out

Well, I'm fully moved out of my old place and am not far from really having everything put away in my new place. Feels good. Ever since I've moved I've felt a pretty great energy. Like, good things seem to be happening for me. Maybe it's the lack of having a day job during the summer but I've gotten so much done and also had so much fun!

I'm doing my best to live moment to moment. For the first time in a year, I felt a renewed faith in my ability to love and that men can really be great. That has certainly been a relief to feel. I also think my emotions are back which is good news.

What I am trying to remember is that sometimes I will have a great thing happen, and I can't just keep making it happen. Maybe this is a lesson in learning to let go. All I know is, I am ready for someone to really let me in and am willing to do the same. I just need to work on being able to take things in stride and let things be whatever they might be.

Danita came and helped me design and then painted this quote above my bed. 

Nami is already super happy that she gets to go outside. So long crazy bird lady!


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