I never write this blog with the idea that anyone actually is listening but my computer. But I suppose that's how cyberspace works. You put it out there and it's there. This blog is that silent listener for me. It's my horrendously underpaid psychiatrist.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

On Selfishness

Maybe I have been brought up by good parents who taught me that I need to be good to other people and to follow through on my commitments but I'm very confused why other people have not learned this lesson.



Directing is going well and teaching is going well. I'll be happy when I only have to focus on one, however, because right now I am getting exhausted and am starting to feel much less effective.

I was writing my Director's notes quickly the other morning and I had to stop and think to myself what this process has really been to me. So far the whole thing has been such a whirlwind I have not had a lot of time to stop and think about it. Maybe that's good. Might stress me out too much.

When I get to leave school at 3:30 I won't know what to do with myself. Mayhaps I will actually get to take in some art and theatre so I can walk the talk. Maybe I'll get a bit more selfish with my time again.

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