I never write this blog with the idea that anyone actually is listening but my computer. But I suppose that's how cyberspace works. You put it out there and it's there. This blog is that silent listener for me. It's my horrendously underpaid psychiatrist.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Vaccinations

I am terrified of needles. I'm not even sure if that is true of me mentally but certainly my body is. I passed out about 4 times while getting my vaccinations for Africa recently. One time for ever shot. They put you in this tiny closet of a room where you can't lay down. They did give me a warm washcloth. Great, really helpful. I TOTALLY won't pass out now.... right.

The worst part about passing out so easy is that I am always mad at my body for doing it. No matter how calm I think I'm being or how focused I am on something else like, breathing say, I still go down every time. This mostly hurts my pride. I like to think that I'm a big girl and can totally do everything on my own. But really, I am coming to the fast conclusion that if I am going to get more than one shot I need to bring someone with me to drive me home afterwards. That fuzzy feeling that comes into my head when needles are in the picture is just a factor of my life. Being a doctor or nurse is not a career that would suit me well. I'm not even sure how I would ever get through a pregnancy.

PS- Fertile Ground, a new works festival in its second year in Portland is going on right now and I have gotten to see a few fun plays. One of them was at Northwest Children's Theatre where I work and got a stellar review. You can check that out here.

I also got to see a pretty amazing shadow puppet show called Bugged. This show has made me think a lot. It contained a lot of the magic I feel most all theatre should contain. Had some astounding transitions and I can't believe it was all done with paper puppets and your regular old school slide projector. Very cool.


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