Well, here it is folks, guess what I did tonight? After being pretty strapped for time and stressed out these past two days I saw the light ahead. I saw time to start getting future homework done, I saw opportunities to relax and hang out even if only for a little while, and then at the end of my 6:30am-9:30pm day I was driving my beautiful blue dream-car Subaru Forester home when bam.... it hit me, or more like I hit it; a deer. Yup, I always prided myself in living out in the woods and never having hit one and then today it happened. I had a complete stranger in my car to top it off (who I was giving a ride home from rehearsal). So now I am upset about the deer, upset about my maimed car which I will soon lose to repairs, upset about the loss of my free time, and upset about the loss of some sort of sense of stability for the moment.
Of course I can't really seem to think about homework anymore tonight. So, I think I might take a bath (my relaxant) and do some crossword puzzles while I try to sleep and not dream about dying deer.
God, I have such a guilty conscience right now. I keep going back and forth about whether to feel sorry for myself for adding the stress to an already packed life and feeling sorry for the deer which hobbled off into the woods. The deer, me, the deer, my car, the deer, me.
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I hit a squirrel once and I cried all the way home.
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