Lots has happened since my last post. I think I haven't posted as there was almost too much to say and not enough of it fully processed.
I have been going through a lot of loss lately. People seem to be either dying or leaving. Sometimes I think about this and it makes me extremely sad but most of the time it really just makes me want to get out there and live.
I have also been grieving a little bit over the loss of my time. Personal time away from work or rehearsal seems to be very scarce. I would never dream of giving up rehearsal so I hope a solution to this work thing maybe comes along. Maybe all I need is another really great vacation to keep me going. Too bad Africa just happened.
I'm trying to balance the scales of my life right now. I don't feel complete without practicing art, but practicing art makes me feel like my life is in chaos. I think the only logical solution is for the government to better supplement artists. Right? Hey, a girl can dream.
